Saturday, April 10, 2010

I meet a seven month hero and strong mother Sheema DI, & realise " yes God you are there and you listen to us "


Last 15 days was complete a new turn of my life towards looking at life and its new lesson.
First of all I say thanks to “Allah “for choosing me and making me a mediator  for his work. (This is my ultimate moment  to remember life time)
The narrative start with one morning call of my cousin shabnam aapi  whom we call gudia aapa. She called me up and give me a no of her  school fren  “ Sheema  Di” asked me to speak  to her who  was in Delhi.  her child had some health problem,  I was getting late I just note down the no in a piece of paper and kept in my bag, and replied  aapa oki I will do that.
Believe me, I forgot it in the busy schedule, as the lady was not much known to me and was my sister school fren , me and  my sis share a good  age gap. In the evening when I was planning for pack up from work and  was keeping my stuff in bag, the piece of paper in that I wrote sheema di no came in to my hands, I was about to through thinking some tatty paper , a colleague turn toward me to ask something and while talking I opened the paper and realized arye I had to speak to her, and casually dial her no , thinking  weather  she will remember me or not.
On a surprise she knew me talking very slowly she told me about her 7 month baby has crack in his heart and was referred to “ AIIMS New Delhi” I felt sad for her and asked her does she has visited, she replied yes but the AIIMS system is very rigid and there is waiting of no. she wished she get the bed allotment for her baby soon. I replied yeah didi AIIMS is little rigid and time taking hospital to get cure. But don't worry u are in the right place.
In the night I spoke to my aapi in detail and get to know  few details about sheema di. Aapi  was aware about her and she told me few more thing , sheema di was in troubled marriage of seven years. I felt bad for her and thought how much she had suffer. By that time we didn’t realize the seriousness of baby’s health. Aapa asked me to meet her at least once and I replied OK, on Sunday I will see her.
On Sunday around in the afternoon I was feeling lazy to go out and thought of postpone the plan till evening, then suddenly my brother yelled  at me , where u keep your phone aapa is trying you and she is worried, I took the phone  aapa was worried and asked me to go instantly   to AIIMS,  to see sheema Di  and Baby. Baby condition was serious.  I didn’t know what to do then thinking of Aapa I change the cloths and took my bag and went straight to “ AIIMS “ emergency ward , and there I Meet  “ Satyam” the 7 month hero who was fighting for his life lying in the bed with oxygen support on his face, trying to breath.
He saw me from oxygen cover, and First thing I notice in his eyes is “Life” an urge of leaving and exploring the surrounding. The atmosphere there was very tranquil,  I didn’t knew what to do, I spoke to Sheema di’s father he was accompany her there. The baby was in need of urgent operation. There was few formalities to taken over.  I don’t know what was enriching me  baby or spark in his eyes, I forgot everything and was running to do whatever I possible can do, his case was complicated and critical, at a time feeling very scare and talking to myself will he survive. Very unsure I was due to his changing condition. I don’t know how he became a essential part of my life those days as if I share a relation, got panic some time asking and shows a hostility to god “ why you don’t let him live at-least for Didi. She has suffered so much. He was in icu for inspection, and his entire body was bothered with equipments. 

Didi husband was no-where to support her in a such a difficult time, her father was old , but we both keep boosting her baby will be fine. In fact what we were boosting her. Her impasse marriage itchiness and people whom u believe respect this institute of marriage and her old tradition pati pati hota hai already taught her to stand alone and take the responsibly of her own. She was fully aware of everything but brave lady never complain god why he is doing with her. Simple in nature and timid to look in this lady was far courageous from inside.
I was in constant touch with my aapa and was doing whatever she used to ask me. She was too very worried and keep praying for her. Though she was miles away but in those days she was with us  I was only representing her.One day when baby condition was unstable sheema di was so down, she cried  cried and told me everything , asked me to ask from my  “ Allah” to give her back her baby. She was fine with his husband moroseness towards her and baby.
She asked me if I know any temple. I took her to an temple of “ goddess durga “ being a Muslim I was little awkward  taking her there and let her do all rituals , the temple had a huge line, and she stood in the line quite long time for darshan “ entire time she was praying and her eyes was rolling tears down. I bet knowing her and looking her at that condition any brave could have surrender.
I Don‘t know what to do looking at the sky I pray to him the almighty omnipotence where ever you are please listen to her. Please give her life give her peace give her strength. And said "And your God is One God: There is no god but He, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. And he listens to us. i know u can take it or give us what is best to be, I pray I wish u grant her and grant her strength" .And today you listen to a Mourn of mother, yes its seems you listen me,
Next morning  I spoke to didi Satyam was getting better and recovering  doctor said if he would  be in same pace of recovery he will alright. I was so happy from inside for di and satyam new life. I wish him a healthy life, I was so happy you taught me Allah magnitude of life “show me a way of going ahead with heart without thinking how ppl will assume about you. Show me that there is no pain bigger if one believe that he is there to take care of you. Stand truthful he is there to resolve everything. Making me understand the significant of parents And their unconditional love towards their children.
Shabnam aapa said you are my real Naaz beta and I love you. I love you too Aapa , and thankful to you from core of my heart to help me to find a new enriching chapter . You are one of  best of friend for your friends ever I meet and best of lady to know.